beachbody insanity
i just tried the fit test for beach body insanity… and man! it was very very tough… i am in such a bad shape… i think i got through about 15 minutes before i just sorta collapse on the floor, breathing really hard and in dire need of a glass of water… i think… if i’m gonna go through this program i would probably be able to do just half of the video, took a long break and then finish off the rest… they really took the insanity thing seriously
Need to loose weight
i just realize that i’ve put on some weight since coming back home. normally i won’t let this bother me so much, but two of my cousins are getting married in the next one month. it will be the first time i’ve seen my relatives since coming home… soo… i guess i’m feeling a bit down that i’ve got nothing to show off… nothing that i can say i’m proud off since the last time i saw them… i’m feeling a bit like i’m trapped in this loathsome feeling and i wish that maybe if i can loose a few pounds, then no one will start lecturing me about how i’ve wasted my life and just notice the positive thing for once… :(
Business Idea
I just got back a few weeks ago… and considering that this time it might be permanent, i’ve decided to follow through with a business idea that would make it possible for me to get away from my family (i don’t hate them, i just can’t stand them). i’m planning to open a book store that sells fashionable and of high quality journals and notebooks… where i live, a moleskine isn’t cheap or easily available… there is only one shop that i know of that sells them around here… and as far as i know, no other shop sells anything similar… right now, i have some designs ready for the books, and will start calling up all the paper factory to find the right one that can manufacture my products… i will also need to find the right place to open shop… not to mention a loan from the bank… good thing i might have an inside man pretty soon who might be able to get me a good rate… anyway… i’m posting a photo of one of the sketches that i have for the cover… this isn’t the final version, more like a version that i did before i decided to use it for my venture…
been busy lately… anyway, i’m competing in the BSGart small works competition. this is one of my entry… i doubt i’ll win or even get noticed much… but it would be grand if one of my works get sold… i just saw the list of entries and there are like thousands of entries… considering the size, the exhibition will probably be like looking at a thousand custom tiles on the wall
The Cheerful Chipmunk - Wire-Bound Recycled Art Journal
Love the recycled paper idea
four days to thursday
my ears stuffed with my earphone and the music is on high. a song by hard-fi, little angel… i love hard-fi and had put this on at random… i just want something to mask the noise outside.. even with the door close, i can still hear them… quarreling… my room mate youjin and ajeet. he is the one in charge of the house bills… youjin likes to quarrel… she likes to do what she likes which is why everyone seems to find something to argue about with her or if not, she’ll find something to argue with others… i hate that… i hate all this bad talks… raised voices just makes my head pound… i try to stay away from it as much as i can which is probably why people never find faults with me… i just can’t stand all the negativity… i’m feeling very hungry but i don’t want to go outside where i can hear everything… i’m counting the days till she leave which is in four days… when thursday comes, i’ll be free of her… i’ll be alone again, but truthfully, i welcome this empty room more than her company… the problem with her is that even though she starts a fight, she never seems to recognize what she had done… always, afterwards, she would talk like jokingly about it… like it didn’t matter at all… like all the extra decibels didn’t just happen
I’ve recently discovered a new style of painting… so i’ve been trying to experiment with it… at the moment everything is still in its early stages… i’m going to post some of the paintings… very simple and small samples that i’ve done… so far, all my attempt at painting with a different colored background have been a failure but i think i’ve figured out how to do it… at least in theory…
