four days to thursday

my ears stuffed with my earphone and the music is on high. a song by hard-fi, little angel… i love hard-fi and had put this on at random… i just want something to mask the noise outside.. even with the door close, i can still hear them… quarreling… my room mate youjin and ajeet. he is the one in charge of the house bills… youjin likes to quarrel… she likes to do what she likes which is why everyone seems to find something to argue about with her or if not, she’ll find something to argue with others… i hate that… i hate all this bad talks… raised voices just makes my head pound… i try to stay away from it as much as i can which is probably why people never find faults with me… i just can’t stand all the negativity… i’m feeling very hungry but i don’t want to go outside where i can hear everything… i’m counting the days till she leave which is in four days… when thursday comes, i’ll be free of her… i’ll be alone again, but truthfully, i welcome this empty room more than her company… the problem with her is that even though she starts a fight, she never seems to recognize what she had done… always, afterwards, she would talk like jokingly about it… like it didn’t matter at all… like all the extra decibels didn’t just happen