My roommate is leaving… she’s dropping out for some reason that no one can understand… i’ve only known her for about two months and now she is leaving… our path crossed for such a short time that i’m not even sure what to expect next… last night two people came by to see the place and maybe today a few more will come… i don’t know how i will get on with someone new… i’m never very good with people… surprising considering i grew up in a new school almost every single year…
i once read somewhere that children who move a lot will grow up becoming restless… i think this is true… i also think that because i always seems to leave new friends after such a short while knowing them, i tend to not be too eager to make new friends… because i know i’ll leave soon and our meeting will become just another meaningless encounter… i tend to not keep in touch because it is just too hard… too many people… and people move on… they tend to forget that they have met me once and we were close friends at one time… am i a bad person… i hope not… at least… i’m not hurting anyone… i’m just being realistic
