Need to loose weight

i just realize that i’ve put on some weight since coming back home. normally i won’t let this bother me so much, but two of my cousins are getting married in the next one month. it will be the first time i’ve seen my relatives since coming home… soo… i guess i’m feeling a bit down that i’ve got nothing to show off… nothing that i can say i’m proud off since the last time i saw them… i’m feeling a bit like i’m trapped in this loathsome feeling and i wish that maybe if i can loose a few pounds, then no one will start lecturing me about how i’ve wasted my life and just notice the positive thing for once…  :(