it feel weird… being able to go online after being off for so long… i feel a bit like fish out of water… meanwhile… i’ve been cutting down on tv time… some how i felt like there’s not much to watch anymore… i used to watch something during dinner time, but lately, i feel abit like it is such a waste of time… somehow i just don’t have the stomach to stick around…
i got accepted to the victorian contemporary art society a few days ago… they are having a show next month and i’ve been busy trying to paint something to have in the show… they’ll be having a works on paper show at the same time… so i’m struggling to produce something good for that as well… i haven’t done much on paper for a long time… not quite sure what to do… i’m thinking of exploring this idea of something to do with cubism… i did it a few months back but had abandoned it due to interest in another project… i posted it on an art forum and basically everyone seems to like it… just need to do a bit of research if i really want to do that for my works on paper… it’s not really one of those things that you can just sketch something… kinda involve some biological outlook to the subject which is why i need to research the biological side of things…
my headache is still throbbing… i was going to finish up my painting today so that i can focus on the drawings tomorrow… but this headache isn’t helping… i know i don’t have much to do… but at the moment, even moving around makes my head feel worst… i have a suspicion that it might be because of my heater… i sense a smell that you smell from hot iron or something like that… i think that might be the reason why i’m feeling so terrible… i’m just allergic to the smell of heat… or i might have imagined everything and there is no smell just my minds working overtime…
